I've been reading on various blogs about what different pastors/seminarian/theology-types are doing for Lent - giving something up, some even abstaining from the internet or blogging for Lent (eek - brave souls)... I don't usually give something up for Lent. Sometimes I try, but I rarely keep at it through the whole season, and more often than not, I just don't give something up at all. I'm not sure quite what my plan will be this year, but the time is fast approaching!I do feel a bit more prepared for Lent this year - some of my clergy colleagues and I - other young women in my conference who are pastors - have been getting together to plan worship for Advent and now Lent. We talk over ideas and themes and texts together, and I've found it extremely helpful. Advent and Lent have ways of sneaking up on me, but this time around, I actually have at least a general plan to take me from Ash Wednesday to Easter.
Still, though, one of the hard things about being a pastor is that you never get to fully immerse yourself in the season you are actually in - at least, this is a struggle I have. By the time Lent is actually here, my mind is already halfway into the post-Easter season, thinking about April and May and June. I find it hard to be fully present in the time we're in. And when I'm worrying about the details of each service, I find it hard to also have a sense that I am also a worship participant. Of course, I find ways to nurture my spirit on my own, but I do miss being part of a corporate worshipping body in non-pastor ways!
One thing we do at St. Paul's that I have really come to cherish is our weekly Communion and Soup Supper Service. Each Wednesday, we meet for dinner - we bring cans of soup - one for the food pantry, and one to eat, along with different breads. We start out with a short communion service. Last year we focused on learning about communion - celebrating different ways, learning what each part of the liturgy means. This year, we will focus on prayer and ways that we pray. We usually have 15-20 people for this service, and we meet in our small chapel, and I enjoy the quiet, intimate, reflective service. I'm still leading, but the atmosphere also allows me to feel like I'm participating too.
What are you doing to pay attention to the season this Lent? Are you giving something up? If you are a worship leader, how do you participate while you are leading?
7 comments:
Beth,
First of all, I really enjoy your blog. It is always one of the first "MethoBlogs" that I read.
About Lent, I emphasize to my folks the idea of taking up something for Lent as opposed to giving something up. Commit to a Bible Study, or to some kind of service-oriented outreach, or to regular prayer. Things that can have some staying power after Lent. Last year, my Ash Wednesday theme was "giving up giving stuff up for Lent". I for one don't see the long term spiritual benefit from the temporary cessation of something that you're going to start right back up with after Easter. makes more sense to me to practice a spiritual discipline that you might actually continue.
I hope you all have a great Ash Wednesday service. Stay warm.
Going along with what Brian said about long-term spiritual benefit, I've decided to be more dedicated about regular Bible reading, using a hybrid of the SOAPY method for the reflection part and another pattern for choosing the readings.
It's certainly more substantial than being a temporary vegetarian, which is what my husband and I have done the last couple of years.
I have given up sleep for lent.
One of our plants is in a planned refueling outage that began on Tuesday. I am working 7-12's on nightshift.
I am trying to eat my daily recommended total of fruits and vegetables (technically 40 servings/week). This will force me away from those Big Bacon Classics I love. My churches are having weekly prayer services...simple but valuable I hope.
I gave up coffee (both decaf and regular), tea, candy, and pastries.
I am participating in two sessions of the same Lent study (on different days, with different small groups from my church)
How do I participate in worship while leading? I'm still struggling with that some 8 months into my first appointment as a local pastor. I guess that I feel that I'm "into worship" the most during the pastoral prayer (as long as I don't think about whether I'm going to screw up the Lord's Prayer:). The rest of the time is spent with one eye on what I'm doing now and the other on what I will be doing in a few minutes...and hoping that I won't be permanently cross-eyed as a result.
During Lent, I am participating with my congregation in working through Sanctuary for Lent 2007 together as a devotional resource. We're coming together in a couple of groups during the week to discuss what we've gleaned from the week's readings and to hold each other accountable in the spiritual practices that we are taking up for lent this year. I agree with brian that I like the idea of "taking up" better than "giving up".
I have given up sleep for lent.
Hey, you can only give up that which you get regularly anyway.
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